It's just not working. I can't erase it from my memory.
I think even if we were just friends - even to be able to say a sociable hello - would make it better.

I can understand that a lot has changed for her now, she has a reason to smile. And im smiling too, but everytime I find a photo of us entangled in each others arms I feel like i'm missing the bigger picture.


She hates me now, but one day, I hope we become close enough to call each other friends again.