I put myself in holes. And kindly ask passers by to top me up with soil.

It's just not working. I can't erase it from my memory.
I think even if we were just friends - even to be able to say a sociable hello - would make it better.

I can understand that a lot has changed for her now, she has a reason to smile. And im smiling too, but everytime I find a photo of us entangled in each others arms I feel like i'm missing the bigger picture.


She hates me now, but one day, I hope we become close enough to call each other friends again.

Hello everyone!

OK, so I don't come on here as much as I should do, but, i'm working on getting some new work done! I'll be working with a fair few models and bands soon so I should have a whole new dimension to my portfolio :]

If you want to work with me in any way give me a hoot via my myspace page! I use it regularly and it's the best way of getting my attention!

Also, for anyone who merely want to chat about life!

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Love xxxx

I miss her so much.

I hope I can get the time off to see her when she gets home



I love you Addi x

Oh for F***'s sake!
I press Emoticon Legend and the whole journal dissapears!
God damn you to hell! And it was so nice...


I will try and retrace..


Ok, so I was saying that basically I've been on here for quite a while but hadn't used it properly except for finding some stock imagery and inspiration. My girlfriend and soon to be wife (midnightchastity) told me that she was an active user on here so I decided to give it another shot.

I uploaded some of my work, despite a lot of it being a bit crap. I figured it would be good to get some feedback as I like to think that it's all about self improvement!

I love logo's and logotypes, and as long as your not planning global domination, i'm happy to do any logo work free of charge. Reason being, I've run out of imaginary companies to design for!

So this journal thingy isn't so bad (except for when you press something and the whole 1500 letter essay dissapears before your very eyes).

Before I go, I'd like to say how amazing my girlfriend is. She's the loveliest and most caring person I've ever met and she's worth every minute of your time. She's highly intelligent, artistic and creative and talented beyond belief. She's everything I've ever wanted and more. I don't know how to link to other people's pages so to find her page and see her great photography click on midnightchastity in my watchers box (you can't miss her! she's the only one!)

I love you Rhi!


For now,

Over and Out x